is it fading??

the feeling for you, the memories with you, are they fading already?? i felt that when i think of you now, nothing come to my mind.. was it because of my mind is resisting and rejecting you?? or was it because that i am free-ing myself from you?? haih...so blur... now, stg is goin wrong with me.. i think i began to felt for another guy.. he is a good and nice guy.. caring person.. i don't dare to hope that he will have feels for me too.. the more you hope, the more disappointed you will get.. haih, whatever la... just let it be.. if it is mine, then it will come to me.. i don't want to care so much already.. just let the faith decide for me..