day 5 AD

hmm, oredy 5 days after tat day.. bz wit the work loadS, replacement classeS, tests, excursion.. therefore, not much time to think bout the incident..in addition to that my laptop oso giving my a hard time.. haih.. still feeling so stressful le..

finally i found a new hp tat i wish to hv d.. C702, although it is not a new released hp, but i like it, its funtions met my expectations..it price is oso considerable, though it exceeded my budget la.. but i will work hard for it.. not wat we normally say for comforting ourselves, but really as wat its literal meaning- "work hard", cz my savings is very low d.. since Dec 08 when i din work for 1 month.. n Jan 09 i din hv any savings.. haih.. so now, i m starting to save money for it!! approximately RM750++ n i hv target to reach tis ammount by end of May..still hv 3 months to go.. though i set the date a little earlier than i can actually reach the ammount, but i guess i jus hv to do it.. bcz i need a new hp!!! not tat i m switching to a new hp or jus hv another new 1, but as it literally meant "i need a new hp"..

wish i can accomplish tis small little goal i hv for tis moment (aside from wat the big goal is - my studies!)..


GAMBATEH~~~!!!
U CAN DO IT~~~!!!
U MUS DO IT.. ANYWAY..
haha.. q(^_^)p

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For u..

I feel that r u trying to avoid me..
u certainly r..

i dono u will read tis or not,
but i will still write it down,
of wat i m thinking now..

i dono y u r avoiding me,
but at the same time,
i guess the reason is quite obvious d..
wat i really dono is y?

if u think tat i will hurt when u reject me,
then wat i can say is,
i feel more hurt if u think like tis.

wat i ask for is a chance..
not tat u shud accept me..
but a chance tat i wan for me tat i wont regret later..
if rejection is the only ending i get,
i will accept it..
but not regret and disappointment..
tat i don even hv the chance..
to voice out..

regret is more painful than being rejected..

wit tat,
i can face u with a more positive feelings in the future..
not anger or hatress..

n we could b like any other friends do..
but all relationships,
whether freindship or love,
is a 2-way relationship..


i really do hope..
we can..

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i wish i could say "8 661153 7"

ur personal msg..
ur sms..
wat u replied me..
everything...
wat u said..

all these..

although it may meant wat it really wana meant,
or mayb it us meant nthg..
but it is so significant to me..

although it mayb a joke of urs,
or it mayb the truth u r trying to tell me..

i don noe..
i really don noe...

i dono when u r kidding
and when u r being serious..

the only thing i can say is,
i trusted u..

but sometimes, i dono i shud or not..
whether to believe wat u said to me..


it may bcz of my feelings for u,
that make me to become so uncertain..
sometimes..


i m being so naive that,
now...
u hv turn my world upside down..

i dono i shud regret for it or not...

i wish i will not regret..
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but,
u hv hurt me so much n so deeply..
that sometimes,
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"8 661153 7"



because......

~* 8 99.94443 7 *~