blur? or jus running away?

hmm, so long din blog here lo..
well, feeling "a weird feel", so come here to blog it as this blog is almost no1 noe tat it exist..
hmm, the "weird feel" tat i m saying is tat i think i hv special feelings towards some1..hmm, wats wrong wit tat??it is normal..well, wats wrong is tat he has gf d..although she is currently studying abroad but it is not good to become the 3rd party..n i don wish to become the 3rd party..
but, on the other hand, though i m feeling bad for it, to say it honestly, i like him!! n deeper the feelings has become as days goes by..seeing him for almost everyday.. now i even feel uneasy or "weird" when i din see him for jus 1 day today.. n to say it honestly, i hv fall for him, without even i notice since when it started..
hmm, yesterday, u told me u r down, stg is bothering u..stg bout relationship..u n ur gf..it almost break the barrier i set for myslef to control my feelings towards u..luckily, i still can hold myself up..
today, u come n discuss wit me tat others r talking bout wat i wrote in my blog..u told me tat if anything happens, i can always tell u..n told me u oso like me, but we hv a limit..well, we can still b like b4 n tats wat i hope for..bcz i noe, u n i wont become couple,cz u hv gf d..
but i m really happy tat we can tell each other how we feel n still settle it calmly..thank you very much tat u still promise to look after me..i wish tat everything will go jus fine without any1 getting hurt..tats wat both of us really hope for.. ^^