hmm, din celebrate christmas tis year (actually is a few years d..haha) well, jus stay at home as usual, repeat wat i do for this few weeks - sleep, eat, tv, stare at computer, dreamming n of cz house chores..
but i did go out yesterday, christmas eve..not countdown or anyhting but jus yumcha wit a gang of frens at mamak..craps a lot of things but i m the one who is the quite 1, sit n listen..n being the "cinderella" among them, i need to reach home b4 12, so we leave b4 midnight..haih, miss the chance to countdown wit them..
1 thing...to my surprise, i received a small present from some1..my "belated birthday present a.k.a. christmas present"..wow, for years, i don receive christmas presents d..really a surprise..very happy n touching~~~(especially the present is from him..haha =p) it is a dark chocolate, my favorite!! thxz la, 5333... q(^_^)p
p/s: 5333, 8 225899.99 998.883 7, 666 547225 7
Friday, December 26, 2008
Monday, November 17, 2008
boring holiday @_@??
hmm, so long din visit here n blog..actually there is stg wrong wit frenster n windows life space lately, hence, jus come here n write stg..
hmm, now i m having holiday..but very boring..i will bteaching tuition every morning for 2weeks till theend of November..there's no class for December..hmm,means no income lo..haih..tot of finding a part-time, but lazy too..haha
hmm, the time of a day passed so slow,but it passed so fast when i count wit weeks..OMG..means i m spending my time meaninglessly..haih..
hmm,and 1 more thing: i m thinking of him every moment..wat to do??the feeling is getting stronger by time..i dono how long i can hold on to tis..haih..wish everything will go fine..
well, i think tats all of the nonsense crap here..hv a good day tmr ^_^ (to me, n to every1..)
hmm, now i m having holiday..but very boring..i will bteaching tuition every morning for 2weeks till theend of November..there's no class for December..hmm,means no income lo..haih..tot of finding a part-time, but lazy too..haha
hmm, the time of a day passed so slow,but it passed so fast when i count wit weeks..OMG..means i m spending my time meaninglessly..haih..
hmm,and 1 more thing: i m thinking of him every moment..wat to do??the feeling is getting stronger by time..i dono how long i can hold on to tis..haih..wish everything will go fine..
well, i think tats all of the nonsense crap here..hv a good day tmr ^_^ (to me, n to every1..)
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
blur? or jus running away?
hmm, so long din blog here lo..
well, feeling "a weird feel", so come here to blog it as this blog is almost no1 noe tat it exist..
hmm, the "weird feel" tat i m saying is tat i think i hv special feelings towards some1..hmm, wats wrong wit tat??it is normal..well, wats wrong is tat he has gf d..although she is currently studying abroad but it is not good to become the 3rd party..n i don wish to become the 3rd party..
but, on the other hand, though i m feeling bad for it, to say it honestly, i like him!! n deeper the feelings has become as days goes by..seeing him for almost everyday.. now i even feel uneasy or "weird" when i din see him for jus 1 day today.. n to say it honestly, i hv fall for him, without even i notice since when it started..
hmm, yesterday, u told me u r down, stg is bothering u..stg bout relationship..u n ur gf..it almost break the barrier i set for myslef to control my feelings towards u..luckily, i still can hold myself up..
today, u come n discuss wit me tat others r talking bout wat i wrote in my blog..u told me tat if anything happens, i can always tell u..n told me u oso like me, but we hv a limit..well, we can still b like b4 n tats wat i hope for..bcz i noe, u n i wont become couple,cz u hv gf d..
but i m really happy tat we can tell each other how we feel n still settle it calmly..thank you very much tat u still promise to look after me..i wish tat everything will go jus fine without any1 getting hurt..tats wat both of us really hope for.. ^^
well, feeling "a weird feel", so come here to blog it as this blog is almost no1 noe tat it exist..
hmm, the "weird feel" tat i m saying is tat i think i hv special feelings towards some1..hmm, wats wrong wit tat??it is normal..well, wats wrong is tat he has gf d..although she is currently studying abroad but it is not good to become the 3rd party..n i don wish to become the 3rd party..
but, on the other hand, though i m feeling bad for it, to say it honestly, i like him!! n deeper the feelings has become as days goes by..seeing him for almost everyday.. now i even feel uneasy or "weird" when i din see him for jus 1 day today.. n to say it honestly, i hv fall for him, without even i notice since when it started..
hmm, yesterday, u told me u r down, stg is bothering u..stg bout relationship..u n ur gf..it almost break the barrier i set for myslef to control my feelings towards u..luckily, i still can hold myself up..
today, u come n discuss wit me tat others r talking bout wat i wrote in my blog..u told me tat if anything happens, i can always tell u..n told me u oso like me, but we hv a limit..well, we can still b like b4 n tats wat i hope for..bcz i noe, u n i wont become couple,cz u hv gf d..
but i m really happy tat we can tell each other how we feel n still settle it calmly..thank you very much tat u still promise to look after me..i wish tat everything will go jus fine without any1 getting hurt..tats wat both of us really hope for.. ^^
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